she's bold, brave, liked. not afraid to show how she feels, but no one really knows what goes on inside her mind, she's sad. misses what was, and sadly knows it won't come back to her but she cannot accept it. she wishes that life would go back to the way things were, but it won't and never will, she needs to see that this is her new normal. she needs to know that no matter what she says to hurt people and scream at the top of her lungs life will not go back to what was.
for a while this she wanted people to see her, like her, accept her, but she has grown and realized what she wants. and realized she doesn't need to please people she is already accepted but her father. and he loves her. sometimes she rebels from her father and does what isn't planned for her. but she still longs for what was, so she tries to make it like it was. and doesn't follow her father's plan. and when she doesn't do what her father has planned it separates them pushes them farther apart. but her father will always love her no matter what happens. no matter how far she runs, he'll never stop loving her.
she's sure everyone misses what was sometimes, thinks it would be better if nothing changed. but change can help you grow and she needs to realize that but is stuck in her bubble. but she will grow eventually and realize what she did, she dwelt too much on the past to focus on the now. just like her father told her.
now I ask you, do you dwell too much on the past like her? because she might not see it now but soon she will. very soon. just like her father told her. so I encourage you to focus on what's happening now. you can reminisce on what was but don't try to live in it, it's not worth it. and she will realize it soon enough.
~written by Indiana
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